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Frances Bean Cobain otvoreno o borbi s ovisnošću

15.02.2018 u 09:31

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Točno dvije godine su prošle otkako je kći Kurta Cobaina i Courtney Love iza sebe ostavila najtežu borbu - onu s ovisnošću. Baš onako kako su joj i roditelji vodili iste borbe, zbog čega joj je otac na kraju počinio samoubojstvo, 25-godišnja Frances pokleknula je i jedno vrijeme bila ovisnica. Na sreću, uspjela se izvući iz tog pakla, a sada je javno progovorila o njemu

Život danas 25-godišnje Frances Bean Cobain nije bio nimalo lagan. Rođena je u obitelji frontmena grupe Nirvana, Kurta Cobaina i pjevačice Courtney Love. Otac joj je preminuo kada je imala tek dvije godine, a majka nikada nije krila sklonost opijatima, stoga ne čudi da je tim putem krenula i njihova nasljednica.

I thought I would start this post by using a pure moment in Oahu amongst nature, with my love. This moment is a representation of who I am on February 13th, 2018. It feels significant here, now because it’s my 2nd sober birthday. It’s an interesting and kaleidoscopic decision to share my feelings about something so intimate in a public forum . The fact that I’m sober isn’t really public knowledge, decidedly and deliberately. But I think it’s more important to put aside my fear about being judged or misunderstood or typecast as one specific thing. I want to have the capacity to recognize & observe that my journey might be informative, even helpful to other people who are going through something similar or different. It is an everyday battle to be in attendance for all the painful, bazaar, uncomfortable, tragic, fucked up things that have ever happened or will ever happen. Self destruction and toxic consumption and deliverance from pain is a lot easier to adhere to. Undeniably, for myself and those around me becoming present is the best decision I have ever made. How we treat our bodies directly correlates to how we treat our souls. It’s all interconnected. It has to be. So I’m gonna take today to celebrate my vibrant health and the abundance of happiness, gratitude, awareness, compassion, empathy, strength, fear, loss, wisdom, peace and the myriad of other messy emotions I feel constantly. They inform who I am, what my intentions are, who i want to be and they force me to acknowledge my boundaries/limitations. I claim my mistakes as my own because I believe them to contribute to the dialogue of my higher education in life. I am constantly evolving. The moment I stop my evolution is the moment I disservice myself and ultimately those I love. As cheesy and cornball as it sounds life does get better, if you want it to. I’ll never claim I know something other people don’t. I only know what works for me and seeking to escape my life no longer works for me. Peace, love, empathy (I’m going to reclaim this phrase and define it as something that’s mine, filled with hope and goodness and health, because I want to ) Frances Bean Cobain

Objavu dijeli Frances Bean Cobain (@space_witch666)

Ipak, na vrijeme se osvijestila, pa se na Instagramu pohvalila time kako ovih dana slavi drugu godišnjicu otkako je trijezna. Iako je svoj život, barem do sada, krila od javnosti, o svom problemu odlučila je progovoriti javno, objavom na društvenim mrežama tijekom odmora na Havajima, na kojima uživa s dečkom Matthewom Cookom.

'Ovaj sam post trebala započeti divljenjem prirodi na Oahu, gdje uživam sa svojom ljubavi. No počet ću ga prikazom mog trenutka 13. veljače 2018. godine, koji me najbolje opisuje. Sve ovo je znakovito, jer je ovo moja druga godina da sam trijezna. Pomalo je čudna moja odluka da podijelim takvu intimu s javnosti, no mislim da je potrebno staviti sa strane vlastite strahove hoće li nam netko zbog toga suditi ili krivo nas shvatiti', stoji u objavi Frances Bean Cobain.

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Frances Bean Cobain Izvor: Profimedia / Autor: Profimedia

Ipak, niti jednom riječju nije željela precizirati o kojoj vrsti ovisnosti je riječ, no priznala je da želi početi živjeti normalan i zdrav život s fokusom na emocionalnu stabilnost.

'Voljela bih znati da će moje putovanje jednog dana možda i pomoći nekim ljudima koji prolaze ili su prolazili isto ili slično. To je svakodnevna borba i ovo je, za mene i moje najbliže, najbolja odluka koju sam donijela.'